The Game - The Ride of My Life
It's pretty obvious what's happening here ok. I'm not gonna kid myself here ok.
Just look at the facts, people's actions and their communication. No matter what I do, I can't win. It was set up for me to fail, because I am honest, direct and overt in my communication.
The men here want women to be subordinate to them, to stifle their feelings, they are too self absorbed. It's all about them and money. I'm not 1.1. and everybody wants me to convert, conform.
So, since I'm gonna go out and not give up my integrity, my code of honor, I'm gonna go out with a bang, live it up, the ride of my life. Whether it makes the press or not, who cares. I'll be dead.
They will have to look at their own actions, society as a whole. The psychs will concur, based on my life in present time and what I have had to go through, I'm just a product of my environment. And it's true. It's not a lie. This society has failed me, one woman. For more than one reason.
While in the psych hospital, the 2nd time, I talked to a christian psych nurse, and she was the closest thing I had known to a real mom this life. In that period, that brief moment in time, she acknowledged me.
She validated my decision not to have sex outside of marriage. This life, my own mother not a scientologist, in present time by DNA who threw me under a bus for money see my story, my side, she would advise me to lie to men, play head games with them, everybody does it, everybody lies, Her advice to me was I needed to be more like her if I wanted a man.
How do you have a real honest, 2d if it starts off with deception? You can't. I'm not a liar, nor a coward or a cheater.
My asian track, what I am doing is the right thing to do, I'm a responsible adult and I refuse to become a hooker as this system here, has failed me. I go out, with my code of honor, my integrity. Your integrity to yourself is more important than your body. http://youtu.be/qflaZg-iOpM
Updated Monday, October 29, 2012
My new game, it's more proactive and well, more fun. I'm a cop, it's who I am, I don't change.
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